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Romantic walks to the middle of nowhere

by the sad diva

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1.
Ghosts 03:25
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Why is it that those that I miss the most are the ghosts? I get weak on my feet when I dream of men that I'll never meet. And it's getting harder and harder to resist those things that do not exist. But I'm sure that you'll give me everything that I need, If only we'd meet... Imma bear it all, Imma bare it all If that is what you want. I'll hold on to my soul If you don't wanna soulmate. Could I be good enough, do I have the right stuff to catch your eye? Maybe in the right light I'll heave into your sight and make you mine. Meet you on the dance floor, show me to your room, lead me into your bed and make me yours. Then show me the door, promise I will go, Just make me yours... Imma bear it all, Imma bare it all If that is what you want. I'll hold on to my soul If you don't wanna soulmate. You know I'm always on call, Just make me yours...
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In your head 05:14
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I could stare at you for hours, And still find something new. No, you could never do me wrong, No, you always do me right. You look so fucking perfect under the gasslight... When I tell you that I know that You will do me dirty, You tell me 'baby, stop, You don't know what you're talking'. When I tell you that I know How it's all gonna end, You tell me 'baby, it's all in your head, It's all in your head, now It's all in your head' It's all in your head now' It's all in my head, It's all in my head now, It's all in my head... You are always right, You know me better than I know myself... You look so fucking perfect... I know you gonna screw up, You'll fuck me up, You'll let me down, You'll stitch me up, You'll fuck somebody else, Like all the others did... I can see see it in the way act, The way you speak, I feel it in your kiss... Your body's here, your heart is with somebody else... I know how this is going to end... I know, I know, I know how this is gonna end... But I could stare at you for hours, And still find something new... When I tell you that I know that You will do me dirty, You tell me 'baby, stop, You don't know what you're talking'. When I tell you I know How it's all gonna end, You tell me 'baby, it's all in your head, It's all in your head, now It's all in your head, now, It's all in my head, It's all in my head, now... You know me better than I know myself... You look so fucking perfect, You could do me no wrong, You always do me right, You look so fucking perfect under the gasslight...
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One more night 03:50
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You said you wanna make me smile But I aloways end up with bruised lips... Your telling of tall tales always gets me high I can't deny it, nor can I resist... Every war we fight against eachother Always ends up in a tryst... If this is how it's gonna be, I can't put up with it, But once again I find that I... I'm thinking 'bout Letting you spend the night, I'm thinking 'bout letting you spend the night... I'm thinking 'bout letting you spend the night... I'm thinking 'bout letting you spend one more night... I drained my blood and lost my dreams In your Procustian bed I ripped my flesh And broke my bones, yet I couldn't fit your mould, For my obedience I only got scold... But every gaping wound we tear up in eachother's skin Ends up smothered in the sheets, If this is how it's gonna be, I can't put up with it, But once again I find that I... I'm thinking 'bout Letting you spend the night, I'm thinking 'bout letting you spend the night... I'm thinking 'bout letting you spend the night... I'm thinking 'bout letting you spend one more night...
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Lying on my back 03:59
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I am lying on my back Dreaming that you are anybody else And I couldn't give a fuck Whether you feel me or you couldn't care less. I've seen your face so many times That I cannot make out your features anymore. The sweetest thing I thought that I would ever taste Has turned so bitter, but Imma let it pour... I'm lying on my back, I'm lying on my back... Am I even here? Could I just disappear? I am lying on my back Exchanging glances with the ceiling above. I come to realize I never wanted you I just wanted to feel loved. I'm tired of trying to keep pace With whirlwind romances I've woven in my head... It's time I made an about face And admit I never really saw us through in the first place... Now I'm just lying on my back Waiting for you to disappear... After all that has been said, Why are you still in my bed? I'm just lying on my back Dreaming of men I'll never meet, Dreaming of things I'll never have... I'm just losing myself beneath the sheets While I'm lying on my back... I never really wanted you, I just wanted to feel loved... I'm lying on my back... Why am I even here? Could you just disappear? Why am I even here?
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Kintsukuroi 02:50
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I showed you the wonders Your insides can hold... You made me doubt reality... I cleaned your holes and Filled them with gold... You shattered all my sanity... I lay myself at your feet For you to destroy. You tore me to pieces, I made you kintsukuroi... I faced all your demons And I held your hand through hell... You looked at me like I was one of them... I gave you light and placed a kiss On your every cell... You stole my blossom and severed my stem... I lay myself at your feet For you to destroy. You tore me to pieces, I made you kintsukuroi...
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Fade 04:39
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music video edit navigation bar Fade by J_ade_ Wishlist 00:00 / 04:18 Streaming + Download Includes unlimited streaming via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more. £1 GBP or more about We all have our demons... lyrics Why does my sugar taste of bile When inside of your mouth? I drained my blood to paint Heaven, While all shit was going south. You want an easy way out? Well then, you've got me to blame. But I hope when you kiss some one else You taste my lip stain. Tough you were a mistake, You were not a waste of time. And as I begin to forget you, I hope that I'll never fade away in your mind. We all have our demons, And I hope I'll be yours. All your friends and lovers, they will come and go, But I'll be there forevermore. And all the wounds I gave to you, I hope they'll never close, And I hope that you'll always smell my skin On all your new lover's clothes. Tough you were a mistake, You were not a waste of time. And as I begin to forget you, I hope that I'll never fade away in your mind. We all have our demons, And I hope that I will be yours... I will be yours...

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released May 31, 2019

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