I am lying on my back
Dreaming that you are anybody else
And I couldn't give a fuck
Whether you feel me or you couldn't care less.
I've seen your face so many times
That I cannot make out your features anymore.
The sweetest thing I thought that I would ever taste
Has turned so bitter, but Imma let it pour...
I'm lying on my back,
I'm lying on my back...
Am I even here?
Could I just disappear?
I am lying on my back
Exchanging glances with the ceiling above.
I come to realize I never wanted you
I just wanted to feel loved.
I'm tired of trying to keep pace
With whirlwind romances I've woven in my head...
It's time I made an about face
And admit I never really saw us through in the first place...
Now I'm just lying on my back
Waiting for you to disappear...
After all that has been said,
Why are you still in my bed?
I'm just lying on my back
Dreaming of men I'll never meet,
Dreaming of things I'll never have...
I'm just losing myself beneath the sheets
While I'm lying on my back...
I never really wanted you,
I just wanted to feel loved...
I'm lying on my back...
Why am I even here?
Could you just disappear?
Why am I even here?